It's that time of year!

I have been absent. I have been preoccupied. I have tried to find ways to fix my problems...and I have failed. I chose to give up. I gave up on relationships that didn't work. I gave up on smoking...although I don't really want to. I gave up on living the dream that I have always had.

I have watched many of my friends suffer, hurt and struggle. I don't like it. It doesn't make me happy and I don't feel good when it does, but...

I have found myself again.

I am not that girl. I'm not going to let the situation beat me. I have gone back to school which sucks, but I love it. I have found strength in places I didn't know it existed, and it's hard, but welcome. I have remembered that real friends never leave you...ever. I would like to invite you all to reminisce. Think about where you came from and where you are going.

Maybe today all of you can share your turning point. When you FINALLY got it. When you finally saw the light. I have made my choices and it should be interesting to see how I get out of some of them!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nvej-wEI3NI

For the life of me I can't get the video to post but you'll get the idea!

And for my non facebook friends...he held my hand!